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even when i was little. i felt that the only way to make you love me was to be as good as possible, to do concerts as well as possible in school, to be the smartest kid. i just wanted your approval, but everything i did, you always asked "where's the rest?" you never told me concerts you were proud of me, that you thought i was pretty, that you love me. concerts you never stuck up for me when the others picked on me, even though i was too shy to defend myself, you thought it would make me tougher. well, it worked. now i'm so tough i can't even have a normal loving relationship with anyone else, i always have to hide myself. link To my mother, I am giving you my "two-weeks notice" as your daughter. I am sick to death of you treating my sister better than anyone else and letting that fuck of a husband of yours treat us like shit. I am a member of this family and deserve to be treated as such.
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